Gym Class Heroes feat. Adam Levine
This song has been stuck in my head all day.
There’s nothing worse than coming down with a bad cold when you are taking on a new project. I finally got my training at work and the past 2 days have been a major struggle to say the least. But in just under 2 hours from now I will have graduated from my training and be on to bigger and better things.
Right now I feel optimsitically hopeful about the future. I don’t want to jump the gun on things and i’m not wanting to rush anything but I feel like i am in a better place than I have been in the past couple of months.
My bi-polar has been acting up again. I’ve been lucky in the past year my episodes have been few and far between, however the past couple of the months. both the really good things and really bad things that have happened. Well i’ve been going up and down like a rollercoaster. I haven’t been on meds since mid 2012, but I find there are times when i do need meds to level back out. Although it is scary to take the meds. I find in the short term, sometimes you do need to admit that you need a little bit of extra help. To be honest right now I am feeling pretty blah. but its good to be finally sleeping again and not have the racing thoughts and all the other unpleasant factors that follow a manic episode.
But I am holding things together. I’m facing what scares me the most and just dealing with it. I see the doctor again tomorrow and i’m creating my game plan.
And with work I’ve decided to participate in a charity event being held a couple of weeks from now. its a great cause and a great way for me to network with other people. I am geenrally known to be quiet and keep to myself but it would be nice to meet new people and to network. as they say its not about what you know but who you know. not to mention that last charity event i didn’t get to participate in because i had to work on that day.
But what happens now? just trying to get back to feeling like me again, and feeling yet again extremely greatful for all the wonderful people in my life.
I have completed my first 30 day challenge. I’m starting a new one today and once i’m over this damn cold, i’m really hoping to be running again and not just walking.. but i’m trying and i’m not giving up and that’s the main thing!
I have hope. I have hope.
1. leaf 2. sheet, list
Если ты положишь больше чайных листьев в чайник, чай будет вкуснее.
If you put more tea leaves into the pot, the tea will taste better.Дай мне чистый лист бумаги.
Give me a blank sheet of paper.
Roman Silver Mouse with Nut, c. 1st-2nd century AD
An ancient and cute detailed model of a mouse squatting with a nut in its forepaws, tail raised and coiled.
A little bit of Russia